Saturday, December 19, 2009

I want to sing you a song telling you everything i miss,
Telling you how much you mean.


Sometimes i even missed the times i cried,
cause you were next to me,


I'm sorry i could never be the cute white guy with that smile,
I could never promise you the most expensive gift or date,
Only the small things,


The small things which i knew would make you happy.
Your the meaning of love to me.
The way you smiled,
The way you'd hold me,


You were the girl i'd tell anyone,
She's the one.


Your happiness was mine,


I'll always be that shy boy,
The one who cried,
The dark one with the curly hair
The one who'd ask dumb qns,


Will i ever again be that boy whom used to make you smile,
Whose hand you held, and felt complete.
If you ever see this,
I miss you. 
This is the moment i feared.
Would it mean something,
If i told you i still love you as much,
If we could put everything behind,
and just start anew.


No one ever liked me for who i am on my own..
but you did..
You were special for being you too.
Your the kind of girl people dream about.
The girl who likes you for who you are..


I lost her.
I was just a nerd,
before you held my hand,
before you gave me a kiss,
the first ever kiss i got from someone who meant so much to me.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Everything is going down in pieces.
I slept for around 18 hours after my final presentation.
i dreamt,
I dreamt we were still okay,
You were smiling with me,
Now your on your own,
I should just leave it as a dream i guess..
I wonder if you ever miss me.