Your first love. You know who I'm talking about, because I bet you read the words, "first love," and that one girl just came to mind. There's nothing like that first girl you were afraid to love. That one girl you knew it was love, despite what others said. That one girl who changed your expectations and that one girl who you know all the others can't be replaced with. Because deep down inside, you know she was the one. The one who set the standards for love. You were the one for me. You didn't care how i was or what i was wearing. You held me tight. The first girl's hand i ever held. You touched my heart and made me realize how beautiful you were on the inside. Today in my friend's class i saw a girl, she ran and hugged her bf. She said "You make me feel complete" and they smiled. Every moment, it just strikes me back. Everything you did for me. No one has ever bought me anything. Only mom. You did. It was a mere jelly bean packet. But it meant the world to me. A kiss that would never be able to be described. The only one who can make me tear when i realize your not by my side. alone. The feeling of your hands holding tightly onto mine, faded away. I've lost myself. I miss you. You may hate me. But no matter what. I'll always remember what we had and what we were. I don't even think anyone checks this space no more. 


She is the girl with the sweetest heart.
the girl with the smile which shines.
the one who never failed to make this ordinary boy smile.